domingo, 29 de março de 2015

3.a.m Thoughts

It didn't disappear completely
I'm not cured.
Sometimes i cry so much, so desperately in pain

I have those little attacks 
that i hold on so tight to anything close to me, to feel some balance, a base
to all the shaking, to the lack of control, to the desperation.

the never ending crying.

It hurts so deeply in that moment, that all that i can think of is if i'm gonna either disperse or crash.

The pain didn't fade, i just got a little better at hiding it again.

even from myself.